Appeal to Heaven

Be aware! Mass shooters are typically C.I.A. mind-control subjects being used in conjuction with the C.I.A.-controlled mass media. The objective is to terrorize the public into eventually consenting to the surrender of privately‑owned firearms and other individual rights to the state. For further details, see this article.


I have strong reason to believe that numerous members of my family have been subjects of mind control programs.   An earlier blog entry contains my speculations about my father's possible involvement.     However, I have far stronger reason to believe that my step-brother Richard ("Ricky") Polachek, from my father's first marriage, is/was a mind control subject.    He was about twenty years older than me and I never knew him because ever since I was a small child he had been institutionalized in psychiatric hospitals due to "schizophrenia."   

Even though I had been dealing with this subject for several years when I first published this article in November 2013, it had never occurred to me that there might be a history of this kind of abuse in my family.  However, I recently learned from a family member that during his teenage years when he began to get "sick," Richard complained of hearing voices which told him that 1) he was losing his soul and 2) that he would be sacrificed.    

For those of you who have read my articles Freemasonry 101: Mind Control and Freemasonry 301: Blood Debts and Human Sacrifice, you will immediately recognize the significance of these particular themes to someone making these complaints.  I believe that Richard has been a mind control subject since at least that time period.    It may go back further.   My family was led to believe that he must have "blown his mind" by using street drugs, which from what I can tell was probably a common cover story for mind control operations back in the time period from the 60s through the 80s. 

These are the facts of Ricky's case as best as I can determine:

Apparently, at the age of 16 or 17 he got into a fight with someone in the alley of Plaza Lanes, a bowilng alley in Madison, NJ which my father Adolph ("Al") Polachek owned at the time.   This was circa early to mid 1970s.    He was taken to Morristown Memorial Hospital.   The hospital called my parents to inform them that he had been diagnosed with a collapsed lung.   About 4-5 hours later, the hospital called a second time and said he did not have a physical problem after all, he had a serious mental problem.  The hospital said they had called over to nearby Greystone State Psychiatric Hospital to alert them that Richard would be sent over.   The hospital asked my parents to pick Richard up and bring him to Greystone, which my parents did.  

At Greystone, Richard began hearing voices and was diagnosed with schizophrenia.   After about two days there, somebody apparently realized that he really did have a collapsed lung and sent him back to Morristown Memorial Hospital to get that treated. 

Richard had been a troubled kid -- a loner who hung out with older people at the bowling alley, had no friends his own age, and at this age (15-16) hadn't held a job.   My parents figured that maybe these were warning signs that they had overlooked.     And I suppose they had no reason to think otherwise.

But now, in 2013, I do have a reason.   Richard may have been a troubled kid, but there were NO OBJECTIVE SIGNS of mental illness whatsoever until the day they took him to Greystone.   It was there, WHILE UNDER THE "CARE" OF HOSPITAL PERSONNEL, that he first exhibited psychotic symptoms.

Something is very wrong with this story.   Why did the hospital call my parents and have them take Richard to a psychiatric hospital when he had already been diagnosed with a collapsed lung?   I verified with another family member who works in the medical profession that this was clearly out of the ordinary.  

All things considered, it seems quite clear to me that if Richard wasn't already a mind control subject by the time of this series of incidents, then he became one while under the "care" of the doctors at Morristown and Greystone.   The fact that he was a troubled kid was not a warning sign of mental illness -- it may have been the reason he was selected for mind control experimentation.  It is a lot easier to convince people that someone is nuts when they come from a troubled background to begin with.   It's not as easy to say that about someone who is normal, successful, outgoing, and active in the community.    Richard's troubled state made him an ideal candidate for this kind of "experimentation" (if it was that at all -- perhaps just plain "abuse" is a better term).  Then again, although that is a logical explanation, I think it is probably even more likely that he was selected because his (and my) father had also been a subject of experimentation (albeit unknowingly and in an apparently more limited scope, decades earlier).

Things went downhill for Richard after that.   He was not able to function normally, had worsening symptoms, and was institutionalized in Greystone on and off for many years.  

Based on the facts at hand, and my own personal knowledge about and experience with this subject matter, I am convinced that Richard most likely did NOT have any kind of organic "mental illness" at the time of his initial diagnosis.   It seems that he was subjected to some type of MKULTRA abuse at that time.   His psychotic symptoms which followed that fateful incident were either due to brain damage resulting from the initial incident, and/or his continued status as a subject of a clandestine mind control program.

After originally posting this article, I got in contact with a relative with whom I had not been in previous communication, but who had been closer to Ricky. I received the following message as part of our correspondence:


This looks like an interesting story:

A quote from the article:

Bailey, who bills himself as a civil rights lawyer and foe of public corruption, had also accused the judges, in writing, of committing criminal acts and being involved in cults.

I don't know anything about the case or the fellow, but that sentence made me pay attention.   The lawyer in question, Don Bailey, has a website at:

As I have documented in the Special Exhibits: Mind Control section of my website, "synthetic telepathy" technology is currently widely deployed against civilians. In the first of those exhibits, I present as circumstantial evidence a film from 1966 which I have strong reason to believe was an intentional revelation of the technology being already known at that time. Assuming that is the case, technology which only today is receiving mass media coverage as currently being "experimental" was actually in existence 50 years ago.

However, I have a personal anecdote that I believe may actually indicate that the technology existed at least 22 years earlier than that. My father, who was a late in life parent with respect to me, was an enlisted man in the US Army during World War II. He had told me a story before his death back in the early 2000's about a strange experience he had while boarding a ship.

ss-paul-hamilton-explodingI forget his exact words, but the essence of the story was that while he was walking up a ramp to board the vessel, he had a strange vision or experience that suddenly all the other soldiers in line with him appeared to be walking dead, or skeletons, or something to that effect. Shortly thereafter, someone on land called him back and he was reassigned to a different vessel. The ship that he was supposed to be on originally was destroyed during its voyage. According to research by a family member, the vessel in question was probably the Liberty ship SS Paul Hamilton.

Some time after the war, my father became interested in horse racing, and went into business as the owner of several horses. At one point during this period of his life, he had another odd precognitive experience. This occurred as a "dream" one night in which he experienced being at a horse race and witnessing a specific horse win the race.

In the dream, he had "stood" at the final turn of the track.  He watched as one of the horses came around that turn in the last lap of the race and stared directly at him in an odd way that I think my dad described as having a "supernatural" feeling about it.  The horse was pulling forcefully towards him against the jockey's attempt to steer it along the curve of the track, only at the last minute straightening out and pulling ahead into first place to win the race.  My dad, in the dream, then distinctly heard an announcer's voice state that the name of the winning horse was "Direct Rhythm." 

A week or two later, a friend whom he had told about this odd dream called excitedly to tell my dad that a horse by that very name was in fact going to be racing at a nearby track.  My father, along with several acquaintances, attended that race and the events from his dream played out before his eyes, according to his account.  If I recall the story correctly, my dad didn't believe in strange stuff like that happening, so he didn't bet on the horse. Some of his friends apparently did, however, and left the racetrack that day with some money in their pockets.

My family never had an adequate explanation for these anomalous stories. However, I believe that Ockham's razor, the principle that "the simplest explanation is usually the correct one," may apply here. I suggest that the simplest explanation for my father's experiences might be that the synthetic telepathy technology that we now know to exist, the demonstrated capability of which is to make possible this exact type of experience, which by all accounts is presently deployed against an unknown but large number of civilians in numerous countries, and which my past research has already led me to believe was in existence no later than the mid-1960's, was actually already in use by US military forces during the second World War.    The very fact that one of my father's experiences in this regard occurred while he was serving in active duty combat strongly supports this hypothesis, in my view.

If I am correct, and based on my knowledge and experience I believe that I am, this advanced mind control technology, being of military significance, is only being revealed to the general public (and under a pretext of being "experimental" at that) no less than seventy years after it was first put into operation.   

The fact that it is now being covertly deployed against the general civilian population (not limited to internal enemies) for purposes of mass control is fertile ground for further discussion and action. 

Another notable aspect of my dad's military service was the fact that his army dog tags listed the wrong blood type, a fact that he only discovered much later.    If he had required a blood transfusion at any time, he would have been killed as a result of this error.    He suspected it was because he came from a Jewish family (even though he didn't follow the religion) because of anti-Jewish sentiments which existed even on the American side during the war.   I'm not sure if that was in fact the case, but it's another small anomaly that seems to fit into a larger pattern.  

As an aside, the above would also seem to imply that the Hamilton (or whatever ship my dad was actually referring to) was deliberately sacrificed. That may be an interesting subject to ponder, but it's not the sort of thing ever likely to be disclosed to the public even if true.

In short it appears that there are several generations of MKULTRA type of abuse in my family. See my separate article about my half-brother Ricky.


A historian provided this following information about my dad's service:

This MOS, 754, as stated, designates him ad a radio mechanic. (Most of the radio operators had a 757 MOS, which designates radio operator/gunner). Several things indicate to me he was in Italy the entire time the 485th Bomb Group was there. One is the number of campaign ribbons (Battles and campaigns) There are seven. This meant he was entitled to wear the European campaign ribbon with 6 stars. Thiis is the number of campaigns that occurred during the entire time the 485th was based at Venosa. It also mentions the Distinguished Unit Badge. This was awarded to all the men in the 485th Bomb Group who were in the group on June 26, 1944. 

I don't know if you have any of his ribbons. The Distinguished Unit ribbon was worn on the right side of the shirt/coat, above the pocket and was a solid blue ribbon. The European campaign ribbon is brown, green and a couple of other colors and would have been worn above the left pocket.

The date of departure listed indicates he was in the same convoy as the SS Paul Hamilton which exploded after a bomber attack in the evening of April 11. He may have been on the James Hoban, but I'm not sure. The ground echelon left their training base at Fairmont, Nebraska on 3/11/44.  They went by train to Hampton Roads Virgina.  They were there several days before they boarded troop ships to take them to Italy.  Many of the 485th personnel were on the Hoban, which was near the Hamilton when it was hit and received some damage in the attack. There's a photo somewhere of the Hamilton exploding. Your dad also returned home with the group. The ship they returned home on was the USS West Point. The dates of his overseas duty match up with the records I have of the West Point leaving Naples. It came into port at Newport News, Virginia. I was wrong when I said he wasn't with the group at the beginning. I based this on the fact that I couldn't find his name on the roster of those in the group on 6/26/44. His discharge papers show differently.

I wouldn't have any info about him flying combat missions.  Since he wasn't designated with a 757 MOS this wouldn't likely be on any records I have, since he wasn't shot down.  The accident he referenced occurred on either 11/1/44 or 11/5/44.  I think it was 11/1/44.  A plane took off enroute to either Rome or Naples, taking ground troops there for R&R and the plane crashed a few miles from the base.  This is likely the incident he mentioned, since it was the only aircraft accident where personnel were killed going on leave.  I believe there's a photo of the crash in the film about Venosa. 

Anyway, that's all I have for now.  At least it fills in a few gaps for you.  

For more information on this subject generally, please check out my Special Exhibits: Mind Control.

Note:  It is my policy to only post e-mails on this website when I have received the express permission of the author.  On the contact form on this website, the visitor is specifically asked if I have their permission to publish their comments and/or contact information. I do this out of common courtesy and manners.

Under unusual and extraordinary circumstances, however, I reserve the right to make exceptions to my own rule. The publication of the following material, consisting of repeated unsolicited communications I received at an e-mail address that I have never used in relation to this work, promoting what I consider to be disinformation, represents such an exception.   JP


In the past three weeks (I am writing this on July 13, 2013) I have received several e-mails related to my website activism at a private e-mail address that I have always reserved for personal use and never made public.   

Today I came across a new YouTube video entitled Attempted Setup of Luke Rudkowski.   Luke is a political activist with a group called We Are Change that talks about 9/11 and globalization issues.   In this video, Luke states that he too has recently received an e-mail at an unpublished personal e-mail address.   In his case, the e-mail tried to get his attention with subject matter related to his work, but at the bottom contained links to child pornography.    Luke believes that the purpose of the e-mail was to get the images onto his computer, so that when he travelled internationally and his computer searched at the border, he might be arrested.   However, his Yahoo! e-mail account displayed thumbnail images of the material so he does not believe he actually downloaded the images to his computer.  

In my case, I have received a number of e-mails at my personal address that were related to my public work.   None contained pornography, but they contained unusual and bizarre claims.

Several were "activism" messages from one Lynn Troxel promoting the website COINTELPRO Continues Today.  Here is one example, with my comments shown below as footnotes:


Jeff's Footnotes

(I am not the Jeff referred to in the above e-mail. It apparently refers to one Jeff Murray, an e-mail from whom I have reproduced farther down this page.  The parties whose e-mails are posted on this page cc: each other on several of the e-mails I have received from them.)

1. Author's reference to “consciousness” studies, IN THE CONTEXT OF MKULTRA ACTIVISM, is a red flag.  See:

2. Author implies that expert testimony of a “senior microwave engineer” and discussion of “effective shielding” strategies are somehow relevant to addressing modern MKULTRA.  They are not.   See:

3. This is one of several e-mails I have received from Lynn Troxel at a personal e-mail address I have never used in connection with this website, beginning in June 2013.


Another of these odd e-malis was from one Darlene Miles promoting the website Keep the Ethical Light Burning:


I am convinced that the messages were designed to discredit today's MKULTRA victims (commonly referred to as "targeted individuals") by association with ridiculous claims.   I discuss this concept in detail in two of my original research exhibits:  

On July 12, 2013,  I received another e-mail at my unpublished personal account from what seems to be an obvious agitator, calling for acts of violence to be made.    This reminds me of the guys who show up at peaceful protests and demonstrations and commit violent acts in order to justify the police in cracking down.   They are called agents provocateur.  In any event, I am extremely uncomfortable about receiving an e-mail like this and not saying anything.    So I am publishing the e-mail here for all to see and hypothetically so law enforcement is aware of it, but if I am correct and the author is a provocateur, then he is working for law enforcement anyway so they already know about it.  

In any event, here is the e-mail:

-------- Original Message --------
Return-path: <[email protected]>;
Envelope-to: <removed for privacy>
Delivery-date: Fri, 12 Jul 2013 03:52:40 -0700
Received: from ([]:44914) by <removed for privacy> with esmtp (Exim 4.77) (envelope-from <[email protected]>;) id 1Uxaxr-0007mi-Tn for <removed for privacy>; Fri, 12 Jul 2013 03:52:40 -0700
Received: from BLU169-W122 ([]) by with Microsoft SMTPSVC(6.0.3790.4675); Fri, 12 Jul 2013 03:52:39 -0700
X-TMN: [FHzlpevnFy2Hi0e/tUayWYs8Te6rKiJy]
X-Originating-Email: [[email protected]]
Message-ID: <[email protected]>;
Content-Type: multipart/alternative; boundary="_ee65394e-8f7b-4bb1-98aa-7b62d5f38651_"
From: Jeff Murray <[email protected]>;
To: Kenneth Rhoades <[email protected]>;, <removed for privacy>, "Wayne Madsen ret. Intelligence Officer" <[email protected]>;, "Dr. Robert Duncan" <[email protected]>;, Alex Jones tips <[email protected]>;, Alex Jones <[email protected]>;
Subject: RE: Common Disinformation Themes
Date: Fri, 12 Jul 2013 06:52:38 -0400
Importance: Normal
In-Reply-To: <[email protected]>;
References: <[email protected]>;,<[email protected]>;
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X-Antivirus-Status: Clean

where is modern day mk ultra being done?  where???  state, city - address?  where?
in order to do mind control you have to be able to inflict trauma... 
Is it all coming from Quantico, VA and the non leathal weapons directorate?  do they share their bio communications torture data with the CIA somewhere else, at another facility? 
It could all be narrowed down to Virginia... one state
these fucking people live some place... it's time we find out who exactly the fucking bastards are.  One of them is Skip Green - I read it on a blog from Dr. Duncan.  So there's one.  Where the fuck is that guy... let's go track him down.  We could go track him down and torture him until he gives us more information... under the cover story of fighting terorism... maybe Skip Green is al Qaeda.. yeah.. that's what I heard, he's really al Qaeda.  Now where the hell is he?  Find this Skip Green and you found one of the ones torturing targeted individuals.

Date: Fri, 12 Jul 2013 03:36:05 -0700
From: [email protected]
Subject: Fw: Common Disinformation Themes
To: [email protected]
----- Forwarded Message -----
From: Jeff Polachek's No-Fly List™ 
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 12, 2013 1:32 AM
Subject: Common Disinformation Themes

July 25, 2013 Update

Today, the Activist Post website posted the following related story:


VIDEO:  Attempted Setup of Stewart Rhodes and Dan Johnson

 Video running time: 20 minutes


From:  Jeff Polachek
To:    Lucy Gereats <[email protected]>;
Date:  October 8, 2013


If you are experiencing pain attacks then I suggest you listen to the podcasts which are available at and are also linked on the front page of my website.

I want no further communication with you, Lynn Troxel, or anyone else that either of you are associated with.  

Please do not contact me again.

Jeff Polachek


On 10/8/2013 4:29 PM, Lucy Geraets wrote:

[email protected]


You completely misinterpreted the email message from Lynn Troxel.  She is not a perp or infiltrator.  You apparently ignored her request asking you to join us and instead, have posted her email message to you on your website.  You mistakenly based words in that email as "strategies" by infiltrators.  For example, the "microwave engineer" is not going to be discussing "strategy" as you stated, but instead is offering TI's a method of shielding themselves, since many of us are still suffering from extreme pain attacks.  Lynn thought that this information would be useful in our discussion based on this TI's occupation and background.  This is NOT misinformation; nor is it a "strategy".

Do you know where your email address appears as above?
On your website, you say that it is a private email address that you don't usually use.  Well you DID use it someplace....

Your email address appears on the FFCHS mailing list.  Last year, a TI released Derrick's list to many other TI's.  This list went around the internet to an unknown number of TI's who then probably also forwarded to even more TI's.   Our group received it and we are using it to reach other TI's that have been under Derrick's PsOps spell for too long..........

Lynn did not give permission for you to post her private email on your website.  I think you should  have asked her before you did so.

Also, I am not giving you permission to post this message, either, except that you probably will anyway.  This message is meant as a CONFIDENTIAL MESSAGE to you only, with a 'cc to Lynn T.


October 15, 2013

Here is another e-mail which I received at my (formerly) non-public e-mail address.  The text of the e-mail, and more particularly the content of the linked Youtube video, are clearly designed to give the impression that the author is either mentally ill, a raving lunatic, or both.  The video contains numerous claims that I have previously identified as common disinformation themes in my article MC301 - Common Disinformation Themes.

Take note of the number 33 (typically a masonic signature) in the sender's e-mail address.   It seems as though this is another example of someone deliberately trying to discredit true MKULTRA subjects by association with ridiculous claims.


-------- Original Message --------

Subject: It's just a preliminary video...
Date: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 17:28:50 -0400
From: Melissa S <[email protected]>
To: undisclosed-recipients

I wanted to finish the video but they woulldn;t let me. I know I may make you all seem un-credible. Put your comments in and let me know how you feel. You know when your tortured for over 11 years you do sound crazy. If that''s the way to get it into the sheeples heads. Even Alex Jones has seen me naked. So keep on yelling crazy man. I hope you get me out dr. john hall. Winning a prize like that. Satellite Terrorism we will make you all look like terrorists. Even if all you were doing was reading a book about Maya Angelou. 10,000 hits are all I'm asking for and then I will take the video down and die in horror.


(originally sent to my e-mail list on 2012-09-07)

Hello friends,

The other day I received another e-mail from an individual who has been subjected to MKULTRA harrassment for the past several years and is asking for help. He requests to stay anonymous for now, so I can help only by making his story public.

Another point to consider: a person who has classified mind-control neurotechnology in their brain is by definition an asset of the controlling agency, even if it is against their will and without their consent. This constitutes slavery and there can be no justification for it under any circumstances. Details on how it works are all over my website.

Incidentally, it is extremely important that readers of my website do not trust me as a reliable source of information, even if at the moment I seem to be earning it in any way.

Jeremy's site ended up going down the memory hole when he was forced into poverty and homelessness, and it was one of the best resources out there on this subject matter. His testimony at the Bioethics hearings made me think very seriously about the following:

CodeOfConductThe same kind of recognition technology that allows Facebook to automatically identify people in your photographs may also be used in X-Ray or MRI equipment to remove traces of classified neurotechnology from pictures of your body and brain.

Ask yourself: Do you have access to the computer source code that controls the equipment? Who made the equipment? What if the neurotechnology is built at the atomic or molecular level? Would the imaging equipment your doctor is using pick it up? How can you be sure?

If humanity is to remain free, we need access to medical scanning equipment that is able to not only detect microscopic technology in the human body, but whose architecture INCLUDING COMPUTER FIRMWARE CODE is 100% open source and verifiable.


... then you know what I am saying is true, and that you are already a slave to these people by means of the advanced technology implanted in your body. You and your victims qualify as a Prisoners of War under international law, if you do not consent to your situation. Also read up on the Nuremberg code and why the Nazis were hanged. Following illegal orders to commit crimes against humanity makes you just as culpable as the one who gave the order.

I bet whatever perks they are giving you are not all that great, when you really think about it. I bet you're getting the same lousy 401K package as all the chumps you work alongside. Get real, you're just as much a slave as everyone else.

Do you like living in fear of being tortured for any perceived disobedience? Continuing to obey your superiors indefinitely will not change your situation. Sabotage the bastards if you ever get the chance to make a real impact, even if it costs you everything. You know you want to.

Ciao for now,


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